Tuesday, January 24, 2012

so much for a lesbian couple's journey

I turned 14 weeks yesterday and yesterday my partner of 6 years told me that she wasn't in love with me and hasn't been since before we started tryin to have a baby.  She packed her stuff into a uhaul today and left without a tear shed. I feel so lost and broken. I don't even know where to begin to heal and start rebuilding ME. I am totaly blindsided because as far as I could see we were good. I have cried so much since yesterday that my eyes are red and my cheeks are raw. I can't begin to explain how I feel or the emotions running through me. I guess I am raising this baby by myself and that was not at all the plan but I have to make a new plan for this amazing life inside of me.
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  1. 2aussiemammasJanuary 25, 2012 at 5:02 AM

    Oh gosh I'm so sorry to hear that! I cannot believe she wouldn't tell you his before you got pregnant!

    You poor thing :(

    Good for you for thinking about the baby first. Even though it will be a different journey, it's still a worthwhile one. Good luck!

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  2. 2LesbianMommasJanuary 26, 2012 at 5:00 PM

    thanks... I am heartbroken and trying my hardest to heal from this...

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  3. 2aussiemammasJanuary 26, 2012 at 5:39 PM

    Just surround yourself with friends and family, nothing an change the fact that you have a beautiful miracle growing inside you. I'll be staying tuned to your blog, so keep us all updated? Take care.

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